Today is my mom and dads 47th anniversary.I think it has been the hardest one for them in a long time.Daddy has prostate cancer and they have found something in his bladder.Testing for that starts next.I am pissed off about it and I got real angry at a lot of people.Those who know me and my family will understand why.
Plus Last month on the 6th I had surgery to remove the dead little baby from my body.This was my first pregnancy and I am 43.It was devastating to me and my husband.Then the day I got out of the hospital I got the news on my dad.I seem to have less patience with peoples ignorance and things get to me more now.Without God in all this listen you would not even want to be around me for sure.I am fasly growing weary of my job and all the drama there.I just want to do my job and get the heck out of there.
I spent a wonderful weekend with my husband.I love him soo much.We are a peculiar couple,lol.
Plus Last month on the 6th I had surgery to remove the dead little baby from my body.This was my first pregnancy and I am 43.It was devastating to me and my husband.Then the day I got out of the hospital I got the news on my dad.I seem to have less patience with peoples ignorance and things get to me more now.Without God in all this listen you would not even want to be around me for sure.I am fasly growing weary of my job and all the drama there.I just want to do my job and get the heck out of there.
I spent a wonderful weekend with my husband.I love him soo much.We are a peculiar couple,lol.
I cried myself to sleep last night and not for any one reason.I am so stressed right now.I need glasses bad heck I need teeth!I need to see a dr.but who the heck can afford one without insurance.I guess I will hush for today~
It seems like when it rains it pours, doesn;t it? But we all need to remember that God will not give us more than we can handle. Sometimes it's like "Okay, God, you can take some of this away now!" but all in all He knows what the future holds for us and even though we can only see the here and now, we need to trust in Him and know that He only wants what is best for us. I love you and your family so much and I am always here for y'all if you need me! ((HUGS))
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